Thursday, May 13, 2010
I have been on an inward journey throughout the winter months, listening to many voices, reading, thinking, becoming, being...
I am planning a trip in a years time to visit Rome and Florence, to explore the roots of the Renaissance, visit and listen to the voices of the old masters, de Vinci, Michelangelo, Donatello, Bruschelli, Raphael, and on and on...to hear the voices of the ancients, from so far back in time it is astonishing to think upon, ancient Rome.
I look for inspiration from the ancients and a new way of being-creating.
It is time for me to step through a door which has always been there, in my inner rooms, awaiting for me to take the key hanging from my keyring and turn the lock. It is a journey, a pilgrimage, a walk into a lifetime of remembrance and finding release from blocks, coming into my own.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Dreamtime: I awoke in a dream, no real specificity of place or time. I found myself in the desert, around the Sedona area. There was a Native American Shaman to assist me. He guided me into the desert, it was night time, there were two Rattlesnakes, coiled with head up, but did not strike at all. Then I stepped up into another dimension. I saw star systems, a grid of star like lights-about 6 x 8 ? - like a light panel. These then began to move around with the other stars, colors, kinda like the 2001 movie sequence, but different, more like circular back and forth pattern. I knew - or was told - that I was witnessing and present within a the 5th dimensional time space continuum. It was majorly wild, my body and mind was deeply intensely excited. It was so intense that I woke up and have not been able to not think about it all day. Wow.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
addendum to glass float find: I can relate this really cool find/gift of the sea to the dream I had of the sunset lit beach. Synchronicity. A calling and an answer.
Also, while at the beach, taking a walk Sunday morning, I was reminded of the sabian symbols (Dane Rudhyar) and the symbol for my sun sign-20 Libra: a Sunday crowd enjoying the beach. Which is about enjoying the convivial camaraderie of people enjoying a beautiful outdoor setting, and the realization that we are all one.
So there it is.
Sometimes I can feel so lost in the quagmire of daily crappage, get caught up in the misery of the world and just want to cut myself off-go live in a monastery-just so I can hear Gods voice more clearly. It is a difficulty to insulate, protect, keep negative vibes from entering and contaminating my auric/mental/emotional state of being, and keep my heart open to Gods voice.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Went to the beach-Oregon Coast-over the weekend. A really good place to clean ones chakras, cobwebs in your mind, and just generally have a good time far from the madding crowd.
I went for a walk one morning, low tide, praying and meditating, looking/listening for answers.
My answer came in the form of a Japanese glass float. Other people on the beach and there it was just for me. It said, I am here and I heard your prayers.
It took a long time for that float to break free of its circular Pacific tidal pattern, and land on the beach at my feet. Actually, I believe my guardian Angel brought it for me. Sometimes it takes a while for something to happen, to break free of old patterns, to get an answer. Lots of work and unseen forces that will eventually get you where you want and need to be.